Well you if you saw my last art (posted on Fri) saying I just needed to mindlessly colour because I need to keep my minds of things... And I promised to post/update in my Journal as soon as I could.

Well after Christmas Eve I won’t have a job (Christmas Eve is my last day) to be honest, I knew it was coming. I am still gutted it has happened.

Feeling quite stressed and a little depressed over things right now. We live on the bread line right now... I rarely have any money spare after all the bills... so to be without a job this time round would be a nightmare (This is the 3rd time in 3 years I will be out of the job due mainly to the climate)

I am applying for jobs like there are no tomorrow....

Tomorrow I have the wedding I have been looking forward to so much (my Cousin) Gutted I have to count the pennies/be careful with money (as we have to pay for a hotel for the night as quite far from where we live... and been booked ages)
Hope it goes well for them it is set in the beautiful castle.. A real fairy tale dream. They are a wonderful couple and I wish them all the happiness that I and my husband have found since being married.

Sorry for the moan... I know a lot of people are in the same boat right now.

All I can do is pray for a better tomorrow xXx


Will do a real journal post on a brighter note soon.... Take care,,, be good and if you cant be good be safe xXx